MY LIFE

Time will only tell..

Where we’ll end up.. Its a sacrifice I had to take, but I know I’ll be okay, I’ve always been the typa girl to stay strong no matter what. Its not the end of the world, its just one of those bumps to get over with. No matter what tho, I love you for always. You’ve been the best I ever had & if it comes back, then its meant to be. </3

I’m Back!

Damn, its been months since I’ve updated this.. So far, I’ve been doin’ good! I love how my life is goin’ for me right now. Gettin’ the hang of being a STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN & I’m lovin’ it. Relationship wise, I’m puttin’ up a guard knowin’ that’s the only thing to do. Don’t want to get into detail with the whole situation but I know its complicated & its a risk to take, but its pretty understandable. Other than that, I can’t wait for Vegas II for my girls’ birthdays, 2 more weeks & we out! :) That’s all for now til’ next time, tooodles! <3

Helllo :)

Happy December! Damn, I haven’t updated on this since September.. Its either cos I’ve been busy or just lazy. Hah! Anyway, 2009 went by quick & can’t wait til’ 2010! Year 2009 was pretty good to me! Let’s take it down the memory lane:

• Had a telly party for my 20th birthday & got ruined but it was fun while it lasted.
• One Year Anniversary went great & I loved the surprises. It was a romantic night on Valentine’s Day! :)
• Started my diet that lasted 3months & lost almost 30lbs.
• Camping twice this year at Lake Camanche & Lake Don Pedro that was a SUCCESS & was super drunk that I KO’d & did not remember shit! Haha
• Vegas twice this year & it was pretty fun, even tho my first time was much funner. Second time, all I gotta say is I was too wasted that I had two security guards bring me to my hotel room in a wheelchair. LOL, literally a night I didn’t remember!
• My sister in law finally gave birth to a beautiful babygirl, Jaydalynne <3
• Halloween was WEAK but it was whatevs.. aint really my holiday.
• November: Finally got a job & currently working at Google. Got myself a new car, 2010 Honda Civic EX. Thanksgiving was good & got myself a new laptop on Black Friday! :)
• December… “TBA” & I can’t wait til’ Christmas & New Year’s! :)

BREAK

That’s all I really need to keep myself from getting hurt. I tried my best to understand the situation but there’s just only an amount of time of holding on. My heart is still with you & completely ain’t ready to open it to anyone else. I know we’ll work it out someday, but right now.. I just wanna be my own best friend.. Me, Myself, & I.

Vegas Tomorrow!

Its finally Wednesday, time to pack & get everythang organized & make sure I get all my checklist done. Man, our flight is at 7am & that’s super early.. I’m not even sure if I should sleep or not since we plan on leaving a lil’ before 5am. Ahhh. -___- I can’t wait tho, its gonna be fun & exciting! Wooohoo :)

Happy September

First, I wanna wish my older sister a Happy 33rd Birthday! :) Its finally September, which means.. 16 more days til’ Vegas Baby! I can’t wait, knowing it’ll be the highlight of the month! Hah! In the other hand, there’s so many things to do before my vacay.. I still gotta buy decorations, gifts, favors, & etc.. for the surprise babyshower i’m throwing for my sister-in-law.. Atleast this week, ima knock off the most important thing on the list which is her gift from Lance & I & hand out the rest of the invitations. In the end, I hope everything will turn out okaay. Anyway, its 5am & i’m about to lay in bed, watch tv til’ I knock out. Gooodmorning to yall & goodnight for me! :)

Already In Love

Verse One:
Never thought that I'd be so weak
Never thought that I'd let my feelings free
She's the girl in the pictures
Sweet mystery
I hid my heart long ago
Why did this have to happen to me?
I know this is special
(Cos the way you make me feel)
Girl it’s so special
(The way we keep it real)
The only problem that I have
She’s in love with another man

Chorus:
Why does it seem that every time I open my heart?
She’s already in love 
(She’s already in love)
Wishin’ one day I’ll be the lucky man
Being with you is all I’m thinkin’ of
Now I’m not saying you should leave your man
(Don’t leave your man)
Tell me, “Get going”
Girl I’ll understand
Let me know when I’m wasting my time
And if so, then I’ll leave
(I’ll leave)

Verse Two:
Girl I know we’ve spent hours on the phone
Talkin’ bout…
And in the back of my mind
Its him you’re really thinkin’ bout
Right?
Girl it feels so right
At times it feels so wrong
But hope is what keeps me strong 
Just the fact you said, “One day we’d be together”
That’s what keeps me going on
Girl you’re so special
(Cos way you make me feel)
Oh girl it’s so special
(The way we keep it real)
The only problem that I have
She’s in love with another man

Chorus: 2x

Verse Three:
I’m not the type of man to bring confrontation
I’m not tryina to steal you away
Girl this game we're playing is dangerous
Cos in the end someone has to pay
(Someone has to pay)
And I know you two got something special
So ima let you be
Thanks for all the moments that we shared 
And for setting my heart free

- Passion